today may be significant.
this morning when i realized the date, i thought "this should be a good day"
things that have happened so far today:
- my car won't start
- i am all alone because my friends have lives and i am a hermit
- i hurt my wrist and right ankle while pounding on my car in a rage
serves me right for having thought that possibly the universe would work in my favor for a day.
tonight i will visit my friend ashley.
i will be having dinner with hannah.
maybe i will write letters to all of those who deserve letters: jay, logan, trevor, andrew, james, mom, and bailey.
or maybe i will watch TV episodes on netflix.
or maybe i will read a book.
i also have the option of walking around and enjoying the blessing of legs which i have to use by default, since my stupid car is sitting uselessly in the parking lot taking up space and mocking me.
i have decided that my resolution for next year is to not be taken advantage of, a theme in my life that is so pathetically consistent. and also, not to blog when i'm upset.
this is my 1991 toyota celica. my favorite thing is the headlights because they pop up. i need to name it even though it doesn't deserve a name, useless idiot rip-off.
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