things that bother me

i feel like making a list of things that piss me off so i can get it out of me and spend my time on something more productive:

- waiting to turn into an intersection or road and waiting for that car that is just close enough that you need to wait, but just far enough that it takes a while, and at the last second they put on their blinker and turn so it was actually unnecessary to wait for them. AHH.

- entitlement

- people who don't take no for an answer: salesmen, adolescents, and males immediately come to mind.

- malfunctioning technology

- lies

- when people change plans and don't tell me, or when i am not informed of who will be hanging out at the time. i really hate showing up and then realizing that there are a slew of other people joining the activity that i wasn't aware of. even if i like them. i just need to know who, what, when, and where. if any of those change, i need to know. ocd maybe? naw, just my personal brand of crazy i suppose.

- feeling like a hypocrite. this is the worst.

- people who play music too loud when wearing headphones to where everyone else around is subjected to it but the idiot is blissfully unaware. this happened yesterday while i was waiting for an appointment. i kept laughing at the girl though because she listened to a song (that i dislike) on repeat for the entire time. at least 20 minutes. AHHHHHH.

- rejection.

- anyone who consistently and intentionally refuses to communicate about things (and even denies that there are issues needing communication) and excuses this behavior by declaring that it's just the way they are, and it's their personality to avoid. oh, in that case, go ahead. well it's in my nature to hate you then. i shouldn't have to change. i'm going to hurt you. it's just who i am when i'm pissed at you. deal with it. ;)

that's about it. my brain is starting to go fuzzy and i need to go to bed. i had too much caffeine at 1:30am and it's now 4:20am. i was productive and finished editing a family session. i'm getting tired now so it's off to sleep:)

also, "bohemian rhapsody" by queen came up on shuffle and has been assaulting my ears for 3 minutes and i just barely realized it. how annoying. it's definitely time to sleep.